2ND YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF ENGR. BERNARD PADUA AYENDE

One of the saddest experiences in my life is the death of my brother Bernard. I'm still mourning up to this moment.
I miss talking to him. He's the one who was giving the meanings and interpretations of my permonitions. When I saw a premonition, I would call him, and we discussed it's meanings. Today, I have nobody to discuss my weird ideas and the premonitions that come to me when I am asleep.

THE SADDEST EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE...THEN I CRY....

 

I just cry inside my room

when I am treated indifferently,

when I feel the sky has fallen,

when I feel I'm alone,

and no one has sided on me! 

 

THE SADDEST EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE

IS NOT THE TIME WHEN I LOST ANDREO,

IS NOT THE TIME WHEN I LOST MY MOM,

IS NOT THE TIME WHEN I LOST MY BROTHER BERN,

THOUGH I CRIED A LOT WHEN HE PASSED AWAY,

IN FACT, THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN AFTER 

MY ONLINE CLASSES

ON JULY 29TH, 2011

 11 MONTHS AFTER THE DEATH OF MY BROTHER BERN....

THE SADDEST EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE IS

when I'm treated like a shit,

when I'm treated like a beggar,

when I'm treated like a slave,

when I'm treated as the foolish,

when I'm treated as the most stupid,

when I'm treated as a trash,

when I'm treated as ''nothing''!

And the worst thing here is,

those people who are inferior than me,

always do all these things to me !

Those people who are superior than me,

treat me like,

I am more than who they are.

So I feel sooooooooooooooooooooo sad.

Then I cry.

I'm crying now!

WRITING IS MY ONLY WAY OUT!

http://wazzup-prettyjean.blogspot.com/2012/03/no-heart-for-evil-people.html