GOODBYE, MY DEAR CEDIE.....!

Goodbye, my Cedie!
Thanks for the love you gave me.
Thanks for being part of my life.
Thanks for giving joy to me.

Though it's hard to see you go,
But I have to release you,
For life is really too short to know,
How we really love you so!

Your memories will linger.
Your hugs and kisses I will  always remember.
Our laughters, the games that we played, and your training,
will always be in my heart forever!

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This is another scene in my premonition which came true today, April 14th, 2012, at 00:00 hour.
Here's the link to my dream .............
http://prettyjean.blogspot.com/2011/12/cedie-cedie-where-are-you.html 

Meaning of ''BLACK'' in my dream.

"To dream of black means sorrow, disagreement, unknown, mystery, fear, evil, death, ill luck, mourning and unhappiness. It also represents your stubbornness. It means you are feeling sad in the real world. To dream of the color black means is a symbol of sin, evil, death, famine, blindness, and hiding from the light."

http://prettyjean.blogspot.com/2012/03/woman-in-black-in-my-dream.html 

MY DREAM IS REAL. IT'S HAPPENING!
GOOSE BUMPS! 

THE FIFTH PREMONITION I SAW IN DECEMBER 2011....

FIRST SCENE:
I was interviewing a boy who was 17 years old who just survived a storm of life. He was asking for an assistance from me. But it wasn't clear what kind of assistance he was asking from me. I saw people around me, but their faces were blurred. The face of the boy wasn't clear either. I just recognized he was a boy because he was wearing pants. But these days, boys and girls both wear pants. So the gender of this person in my dream is vague.


SECOND SCENE:

My sister, Novielyn Padua Ayende, together with her daughter, Havielyn Magsino, came to my place. They passed by the area or maybe door where I was working and interviewing others. It's not clear whether it's the place where I am right now. The definite thing there was the face of Novy. She was making fun of herself. She looked at my face. She looked so friendly. She just smiled and acted like when she was a baby. 

Havy Magsino was also friendly. They both were smiling. Havy greeted me and asked permission to bring my Cedie. Because I was very busy, I said ''yes''. Then my sister and niece went out with Cedie. I told them to take care of my pet.

After a while they came back without my Cedie. I asked them where my Cedie was. Instead of giving me a response, they shook their bodies as if they were dancing and teasing me while saying that they had eaten my pet.

I saw these people with different faces, different motives, and different desires from what they were saying. Their actions and gestures were different from their words.

NOTE:
Due to my very busy schedule that started in December 2011 and ended on March 5th, 2012 and because of my weak body which always get sick whenever I get exhausted and tired, I wasn't able to publish and post this. This 5th premonition of mine already happened. AT THIS MOMENT, we don't know the whereabouts of my sister Novy and her daughter Havie Magsino. SHE ALSO SPENT ALL HER MONEY IN LESS THAN A MONTH just like the Filipino who won the 14M pesos which were spent only for 3 months.

Novy promised me to fix our house in Luzon Ave., Quezon City, Philippines, which supposed to be in my name since I was the one who funded it, though my brothers Bernard and Arthur also helped to build that house, but I spent more than them. I gave my everything to my family just to build that house. But it was given by my mom to our youngest sister, Novy, when she was still alive saying that our youngest sister would be pitiful if she would die.

The house is still left unattended to this date, March 16th, 2012 though it was given to her in 1990s. Our mom died in 2000. And our sister Novy doesn't show any importance to our efforts, time, and money we spent on building that house. She doesn't have values. What she loves is roaming around like nomads and playing around. She and her daughter, Havy, are wanderers.
 

"CEDIE! CEDIE! WHERE ARE YOU?"

December 23rd, 2011.
Friday, 6:30 in the morning. It was too early for me to wake up. It was not my plan to wake up early. But suddenly I got up from my bed. 


I was looking for my Cedie. I was shouting out loud, "Cedie, Cedie, where are you. Come out. Cedie, Cedie".

I couldn't find him. People around who heard me shouting started mocking me. They imitated my shouts. I traveled so far. I went past lots of places looking for my Cedie. I don't understand how I traveled. I didn't see any vehicles. I saw myself once walking along the highway. There was no one in that place. It looked like wilderness. It was like one of the mountains in Polillo Island in Quezon, Philippines. There weren't any houses. I was not riding any vehicles, but I think, I was moving so fast. I was walking so fast. Or I was traveling so fast in my dream.


I remember, we were trying to help some brethren. It's not clear why we were helping them. But we were telling them to take that weird vehicle that was waiting along the street. It seemed like it was a truck because it had a passenger seat beside the driver. It was high and big. But it had a roof. So it looked like a bus. The difference is that the front passenger seat of the bus doesn't have a door. The mode of transportation in my dream had a passenger seat beside the driver with a door. It could be my L300 van. But my van is a little smaller. This means of transportation was much bigger than my van. Cedie jumped up that vehicle and took the front seat. I saw the door closed, but I didn't see the driver.


I saw Jo-ane Avancena riding that weird vehicle at the back. She was the ONLY prominent individual in my dream BUT SHE WAS ALL IN BLACK. I saw first the BLACK COLOR then that black color appeared to be this woman, Jo-ane Neri Avancena who was comfortably sitting at the back of the weird vehicle as if she was not seeing anyone. Seats at the back were similar to the seats of my L300 van. 

I always wonder why this woman who always makes my life, my profession, and my career a mess is always present in my dream. Is it because I cannot express what I really feel about this woman because I need to control my emothions so I won't commit any sins against my GOD? 

She made my life, profession, and career in trouble by messing up, botching, and bungling all my things here at my centre which up to this day, December 24th, 2011, are NOT organized and NOT in order yet despite the fact that I started re-structuring my place in August. Because of this unmethodical, inefficient, and sloppy woman, my plans this year, 2011, are NOT pursued.

My Cedie passed by my side as a black and gold cat, NOT  a dog. But I said to myself, he was Cedie. I even called him. He just ignored me. I kept on helping people.


While we were busy taking care of the people in my dream, we didn't notice that the vehicle went off. When I looked around toward the direction of that bus-truck like vehicle, it was gone. 


That's the time my hubby and I started searching for Cedie. At first we were together. I think, we took a weird motorcycle at first. Then suddenly, I saw ourselves walking parallel along a highway. That time mockery and ridicule started to begin. But we didn't mind them. We continued seeking for Cedie. 

Then I suddenly woke up. I thought it was real. So I started looking for Cedie, my pet. I found him on his pedestal. He has a special place every time he sleeps. He was still sleeping. I woke him up and checked his condition. He was fine. Until later that day, I discovered that Cedie was not in the good mood. Cedie was not eating. Cedie was not in the mood to play with me. 


Today, December 24th, 2011, Cedie is sick with colds and fever.
I just hope and pray that my dream won't come true. Because if Cedie will be lost, a part of my life will also be gone.


Please heal my Cedie, my Father.

"TAKE ME THERE": THE THIRD DREAM BEFORE 2011 ENDS

Tuesday, December 20th, 2011, 9A.M.
This was the first day of my performance as a choir member in a church wedding after our Thanksgiving. I was looking forward to singing in that wedding. It was the wedding of the daughter of Bro. Romy Manalac.

Prior to the wedding, that's in the morning when I was still sleeping, I saw this dream.

I was in a gathering. I had my clear book with me. All choir members must have their clear books with musical notations every time we perform our duties. Without a clear book, a choir member cannot sing in the choir loft.


It was a big gathering. I had my clear book, but I was not in the choir loft. Though, I was singing with the choir. Male choir was in the choir loft with ONLY ONE female who looked like sister Jean, the temple choir leader and Prof. Julie T. Valencia, my best friend, who is also a choir member in the Locale of Murphy in Quezon City, Philippines.


I am just wondering why the setting was at the temple, but the choir members were all male. Another thing is, my best friend, Julie cannot sing with us at the temple unless she is gonna transfer from the Locale of Murphy to the Locale of Central.


Joan Avancena, a choir member who has been working here at my centre as a teacher for almost 3 years now, was beside me singing all the hymns. She was on my right. Another weird thing is, I talked to someone on my left while I was performing my duty. I told her that it's really good to sing praises to the Almighty GOD. She said that she was also a choir member when she was still young. So I asked her why not come back to the choir to sing songs of praises to the Creator. Then I went back singing hymns after whispering those words.


We sang a lot. One of the hymns that we sang had the following lyrics:
Life on this Earth is fragile, Father!
Please take me there.
Please take me there.

The hymn was a little bit long. These lines were repeated thrice.
Life on this Earth is fragile, Father!
Please take me there.
Please take me there.

These words were emphatic. I could see some mysterious light on each line. And because the canticle narrates life on Earth as fragile with lots of difficulties, every one was crying out loud. I was even crying when I woke up. It was not just a humble cry, it was a loud cry. Very seldom I dream like this.  I heard my voice crying. That's the reason why I suddenly woke up.

I just wonder what this dream means. This is the third dream that I dreamt before this year, 2011, ends.

Life on this Earth is fragile, Father!
Please take me there.
Please take me there.

Life on this Earth is fragile, Father!
Please take me there.
Please take me there.

A HYMN OF PRAISES IN MY DREAM

December 17th, 2011
Every one was very busy preparing for our Thanksgiving.
I was still sleeping around 5A.M. My performance would be at 10AM. All officers were required to be in at 8A.M.

THE DREAM

Images in my dream are so vivid that up to this moment, I can't forget them.

I was talking to my sister, Marivic.
We were inside the nipa hut in her place. This is also the same place where our mother died alone. The nipa hut was bought by our brother Bernard when he came back in December, 2009 from Qatar, that was less than a year before he passed away. This nipa hut is also the place where my sister, my nieces and nephew eat their meals and entertain visitors. This is also their entertainment area where one can watch TV programmes and sing with the karaoke system. These TV set and karaoke system were given by my brother Bernard before he expired on August 11th, 2010.

I could see in my dream that my nieces, especially Hunny, were working and doing something while my sister Marivic was preparing food and drinks for me, and maybe for us. But for sure, she was preparing food and drinks. The drinks were probably coffee. Hunny was working on my left outside the nipa hut where my sister Vicky and I were talking. I was facing the other nipa hut beside our Mt. Heights Montessori and English School. She was working on land, maybe, planting something. But I saw she was pulling something. 

Marivic, my sister, was on my right if I would be facing that nipa hut where they cook their food and store their food as well. The same nipa hut that is beside our Mt. Heights Montessori and English School. She was also placed in front of me when I faced their house which is still under construction inside that compound with less than 1,000sq m lot in Caloocan City.

As usual, I was just sitting while conversing with them. This gesture has been my action in the family circle whenever we meet. Similar to my childhood when I would just talk and would tell them what to do, as if I was just a commander. The only difference in this dream is that I was talking in a friendly manner with everybody and I was humming our hymns particularly the 100 which is entitled "My Heart Resounds With Praise".


I told my sister Vicky that it really feels good to sing praises to our Father. Hymns give us a feeling of relief. She butted in by saying these..." especially that hymn, 100. It will be sang in the Thanksgiving later". As she uttered these words, I woke up. I saw the clock. The clock said it was 5:30A.M.


I stopped for a while. Thought for a while. Then  got up to prepare for the Thanksgiving on that day, Saturday, December 17th, 2011.


THE HYMN
100  " M y Heart Resounds with Praise"
All Your blessings, Lord, I ponder
Graces flowing endlessly.
Oh, my life, I humbly offer
For the love You give to me.


Chorus:
Lord my heart resounds with praise.
As I give my thanks today.
Though Your love can't be repaid.
I will serve You all my days.


Lord, my GOD, You lead me safely
From the hands of misery.
And Your words of truth shine brightly,
Guiding me to victory.


Thank You, Father, for I'm chosen
To receive Your sacred grace,
Oh, the promise of salvation,
Blessed peace in Your embrace.
 
Chorus:
Lord my heart resounds with praise.
As I give my thanks today.
Though Your love can't be repaid.
I will serve You all my days.

 

The most emphatic line in my dream was ''I WILL SERVE YOU ALL MY DAYS''.